Well the big question in this blog is if you can't guess.... What is my life? Over time I will answer this question not only for you but for myself...
So lets start at the beginning...
I'm a fourteen year girl who lost her dad at the age of 3 well you can imagine what life was like after that, "Poor girl she has no father and at the age of 3, that must be terrible!! And it was terrible but you know what I got over it but why must everyone else be sad because of it?
I mean of course sadness comes with death but I wasn't even allowed at the funeral because people would look at me and cry. I even went on a hockey bus and all of people on the bus started crying so I went up to each and this what I said, "Why are you crying dad's in a better place now!" And as you could imagine they all started crying even harder! I probably had no idea what I was saying back then, but obviously it seemed like the right thing to say.
I couldn't handle people always being sad around me so I came up with a way to make people smile and that was through entertainment.....
Just before my father died I began dancing and it was and still is one of the greatest joys of my life, I loved it when people smiled while watching and when they came up and told me how they loved watching me dance because it looked like I was having fun!! And don't get me wrong I love dance a lot but I believe the most important part about dance is that your audience enjoys watching you and loves the mood you create with your motions.
As soon as I discovered my love for smiles and dance I danced absolutely everywhere I could and it didn't matter where it could be at the hockey arena, in the grocery store or even just in the middle of the street...
It seemed that I had a knack for music and entertainment! So at the age of 5 my mom entered me in singing lessons.
After entering singing lessons I realised that I had a great voice or so I was told. I would sing in our local music festival and always win against my opponents and of course that made me happy, I mean what 5 year old doesn't love beating people. But I started to forget about my love for smiles and just entertaining people for the sake of making them happy instead I started thinking abouting winning just for the sake of saying that I was the best at what I did!
I became a very arrogant child, but no one knew the total truth because along with my musical talents came my theatrical talents...
I would tell people how good they were to their face then go home and tell my mom how much better I was than them and ended up way to over confident! Whenever I coulldn't do something or simply couldn't do it better then everyone else I would quit it and pretend that I didn't do it because it was too easy or just plain stupid. That's what happened with the piano I started it and never practiced expecting to still be the best but there was a girl in my grade who was much better at than me and I got fed up and quit because I was "busy". Little did I know that that girl was destined to be my rival...
Now I'm sure this is starting to sound like a fake story to you but this is what my life story is so you can quit now or keep reading.
To read more about what my life is continue with my story in the next posting that will be called, "My Life: Entertainment Rivals."
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